Naturenotes

Oh, I'd like to row a boat out past that ocean stack, and go out to the open sea.  What a good way to renounce the world! Maybe there is just nothing in it. Can't men get it?  God is just not something comprehensible.  It is the self phenomenon Mans new understanding of God would mean we would rid ourselves of the notion that anybody came "here" from a "different place".   Even the one I AM molecule of eternal existence does not occupy space, nor time.  Even all the planes of existence are here and now. People don't see the light that is being handed to them.  It is assistance from more evolved beings.  I must show them I knock on the coconut of mans skull.  Why isn't this thing working? It's possible to detach your mind from matter and time. Blessed are the meek, cuz all they want is peace and joy. I am God, I am man walking down a beach.   Welcome to the kingdom of heaven!  We got the best seat in the movie house.  T...

There is no cause, versus effect for spiritual experiences.  Angels are manifestations of your own joy. Joy, and Angels are created simultaneously.  Now are you getting a glimpse of how everything happens now? The waves, the birdsong, the wind........all nature sounds speak of eternal joy. Even an elk farting.  Forever is right here with you right now. Death really is nothing to fear.  I saw a dead deer.  I wonder what will be his next life.  From my intuition, I would say he's going to be another deer.  Animals spend a lot of lifetimes within one species. I saw a woman doing a Qi gong.  It was the sap stretching one.  She does it a lot faster.  Thanks for the demonstration! What's more important, what is currently in your immediate surroundings, or where your mind is at. .?Are you in love? or fear? Lust? Are you seeking distractions? I wouldn't trade oneness with nature for anything.  Let's face it.  Being someone in...

Human cities and civilizations are not great, not even Ancient Greek or Roman civilization, because there has always been in official history, a lack of multidimensional knowledge.  The Egyptian, Incan , Atlantean, and Aztec cultures approached greatness because of this knowledge.  When humanity wakes up, we will have to throw out all or history books because they are pre enlightened ignorance of mans true nature. I once visited the Land of the Lost.  It was eerier than our planet, mostly because it was so shadowy. It was not as fear ridden as our realm, however. Wow! That guy climbed that rock above my "magic cove" (Harris beach). I was going to climb up there, too, until I discovered that this ain't no path you are going to take the red hat lady society on!  His dad was shouting to him in German.  I guess they were Alp climbers. Mother would never ask you to do anything that would harm you.  It's quite an experience to feel doted upon by this aspect...

I feel love from the Mother Earth angel like I never have from a book, religion, or prophet.  And I have read and studied all of the esoteric writings of all of the religions.  Even if not all, I know by now that there is not one I'm supposed to know about that will change my mind bout how o enter into Heaven.  We mystical men know that other mystical men know the same things about Oneness. With Mom Nature, you can feel the gentle love she has for you, and you bypass all of human lack of wisdom, and prejudices. The fear of madness, is the only fear.  Because separation from God means separation from Reality, which can only mean insanity. I met the master drunk and wet beneath the tree I met the master on my bike and on the beach I met master, he was afraid of his shadow I met the master, living with the Sasquatch of Colorado I met the master in every atom everywhere I met the master as I went into thin air Things that are meaningless have no meaning, they...

God is existence, and the mind rebels at such a foolish statement. Light penetrates through your psyche to find the light that is in the center of your brain.  Take a look on either side of this light highway.  On the right is the forest of the intellect (we are going inwardly) and on the left are the cliffs of emotion.  we pass them by and find urself at camp lovelight .  now w can go back halfway and take a look at what was on those cliffs, and in that forest there are many ascended masters. many who you dont know about.  they lived  before the concept of fame was invented.  "tempted by fame " means there would somehow be something that steals your soul.  same with lust.  you are creating the things you feel tempted by. the sounds of eternity this tao is behind me as an individual man and as the species man see how high of a level of contemplation you can get.  What are the angels thinking?  what are the clouds thinkin...

Even if you think my dialogue with nature is imagination, what is wrong with pretending in this way?  God creates through imagination, play and pretending. Words, songs and poetry definitely help stimulate experience in the listener, experience of himself as a light being.  Like this sentence right now, right? Your higher self has no memory of pain, or even of being a physical body.  When the child is born, the mother cannot recollect the labor pain, for joy that a new life has entered creation. I asked Mother Earth sincerely to show me a sign that I am truly connecting with her.  A little later, I saw a herd of elk walking down the beach.  It made me feel happy, and then I remembered what I asked her to do. No created species of AllThatIs, is entirely good, nor evil. They were born from ineffable Nature, not from heaven or hell. All experiences are experienced by I Am That I Am, as well as the individual species, or individual. My radar is saying it...

I thank all of the light beings who have helped me out, even though I can't single out one who has been my guide. It's amazingly easy to be an angel. My brother once said he was lost in his car in the rain on a country road, and someone had placed signs with arrows directing the way to civilization.  He said if he ever met that guy, he would shake his hand and thank him.  At first, your ego would never listen to a guru, out of pride and competitiveness.  But they know a way out, and at their level of spiritual understanding, they are just in the business of helping people out.  They understand oneness, and the unity of Self.    An evolved society is a sharing society, and we just help each other out, cuz it feels good. I just saw a trout swim by. Typical of me! I worry about staying too long in the state forest.  As if they care!  As if I should care if they care!  My girlfriend once said " you worry about the stupidest things!" She w...

My inner chi regulator is very pleased that I took up QI Gong Once you see how attractive and harmonized with nature a man in samadhi is, meditation becomes easier. I feel there is a higher form of myself carefully watching over me, so I don't go too far one way or the other.  If you enter into the true freedom and unlimitation of consciousness, it's possible to become lost or confused. Have you ever become aware that you as a man are a primitive thinker?  Even our greatest philosophers and artists are. Like you may think an orangutan thinks in comparison to you. Although that is an egotistical prejudice.  Orangutans think in an evolved way, it's just not mans way. Einstein leaned on time, and it bent.  But he was a man, a primitive thinker.  Mans  highest philosophy only approaches the lowest part of divine philosophy. This realm of heaven is alien to man. QI Gong sloughs off everything that you are not......death, sin, hatred, worry, anger, jeal...

Examine an ant.  He is a wild species of consciousness.  All life forms are indeed necessary in the body of AllThatIs..   All life is sacred.  This does not necessarily mean that you should not eat them. They are not their bodies any more than you are.  And the food chain of nature is also a sacred thing for physical creatures. I am not in any way justifying cruelty to animals in experiments, nor treatment of animals as only food.  And..........I don't want to discuss vegetarianism.  That debate I feel is pseudo  spiritual.  It's still has the " thou shalt not" mentality If you are wondering whether you can walk on water or not, you are in love.  You are actually in your right mind.  I tried it, , nope.  Hmmmm..........why not?  If at first you don't succeed, don't try it again, just do it this time. Lose the word "try" from your vocabulary. My next book will be entitled "the dummies guide to walking on water" It is ...

Self mastery means that you uncover you natural immortal being.  This is the way that you were created, and nothing about the way you were created has changed. .  You decided to take on another human birth, and lifetime, where they teach about death, and deteriorization, pain, and suffering.  And you bought into it. These things are not facts of life. They are teachings of limitation  placed upon the lord god of your being, that most people accept as truths. You don't become immortal, if you are judged a good man by the  almighty. To find your natural immortal self , who lives in the moment,  You strip away everything that you are not.  You are not fear, you are not pain, or poverty ,you are not death or taxes or illness.  Nothing in this world, including fame and fortune,  is desirable because it all is transitory and ephemeral. I realize most are not at this level.  That's why they are here!  to learn about creating their own real...

I am well aware of the precariousness of words like "God" and "heaven"   The intellectuals and the scientists do not think much of them, because their intellectual understandings will say " hey, look at me, what about me?   I am the one who is rational and I am searching for, and explaining truth". Sorry!  You are wrongo in the Congo!    The human intellect is based upon a perceived separation from AllThatIs that never happened.  You do not have peace, and you know it!  The human intellect is narcissistic.  I'll just clue you in on what I'm doing..........my mind is at least as scientifically intelligent as yours, I'm just using it differently.  I'm not trapped in it.  The human intellect isjust treating matter to be the standard of reality, when it's It's not at all.  Consciousness, or light awareized energy always comes before matter is manifested Truth is not found by studying material. We could combine intellect with spiritual i...

still in the redwoods! I guess I believe in not letting myself get too comfortable. I'm not here to create a home.  But my mind is changing.  It's important to be satisfied in this life as well as in heaven.  But, friend, I don't get tired like other men my age.  My body is used exertion. Isn't it remarkable that man has always assumed he was the only intelligence in the universe?  And we're the bottom of the barrel! Both Angels, and annunakis hid things from us and they did a good job.  They did it with different intentions. The Angels quarantined us because we were violent. Annunakis because they wanted to control us. Is there a galactic command? I believe so, but it is a completely self existent thing. The psychic atmosphere is different n these big trees. More expansive. When you are tired of people, go sit alone in nature and enjoy your consciousness.  Have I really thrown off the world?  Let's just say yes.  Let's say it's goo...

Mankind has been abused by the secret government, because we are easy to frighten and to fool.  So.........wise up, wake up! Do you realize that most of your beliefs about truth  you now hold have been taught to you?  Scientific as well as religious beliefs. You may look crazy to. Others if you realize this.  Do you realize that many people thought Jesus was a harmless lunatic?   It made them swallow hard, when he spoke because these words were not the speech of a mad man.  What to do with someone like that? Listen and learn from him?  But he says he is God! You think you would have accepted jesus?   Doubt it, brother Does it take courage to walk the plank?  No, you don't have any choice.  The story of my life! So far, mr redwood before me, you are the most incredible thing I've ever seen!  Um.........except for".......... Everything is created with immortal light, and there is no tomorrow. 2000 years ago the Indians saw...

All fear, including fear of being judged a sinner by God, seems to have something to do with the human brains neurological structure.  And guiltiness is a form of fear.  If you just step out of it.......pull your awareness out of it, all problems are solved. My life wasn't so much courage, as it was an experiment.  I didn't fear death, but welcomed it as returning to home, heaven , my true self...........ecstasy.  From there I could just experiment treating love as the only reality. There has got to be an unchallenged, defenseless, inviolable self to everyone who exists. It's the Buddha nature of all life forms. Realize this is so for yourself. Going outdoors is a beautiful phrase.  You go out of the fear prison, out the psychic doorway (the narrow gate) into freedom, into sunshine, into love. The lords prayers "thy will be done" means you are leaving everything up to God. You are ceding control over your life,  over existence itself, and relinquish...

I'm still in the redwoods, this time at spring creek in California.  Hence, the continuing reflections on redwoods. I have to believe light has all power over darkness, otherwise I'd be split.  But the yin yang symbol takes into consideration that the dark forces must also be a part of AllThatIs. That symbol is remarkably similar to my experience of the one I Am molecule of immortal existence.  ( I made that up) Redwoods say they are big for a reason.  To me, they overwhelm my psychic senses when I'm near them.  They say that you can climb them and be above the rest of the forest canopy. The tree canopy must symbolize the world..  You can gain glimpses of non attachment from matter and form, which is mans natural state of being When I walked through one redwood grove, the trees said that they've been waiting for me.  Apparently, a long time!  Ha ha! There is no reason why you cannot choose to listen only to the thoughts that make you happy...

Here's how I knew I was an angel I dove and flew from the cliff top I cawed as a crow in the sand bank I laughed as the river through the woodland I shone as the moon and the sun I lived forever in an instant I experienced self as one I "chocked" like a boulder in the stream bed Once around the galaxy for fun. God is the unseen dream of love Walk through the people like you are walking out of your campground down to the water. Always remain in your home favorite place, and minister to  people from there, even though your outer situation may appear violent and dire Drink in the wilderness,   But don't drink in the wilderness.  Alcohol is poison Truth is beautifully wild, like a cascade in a river.  In fact, there is sacred geometry to a cascade, I've seen people draw it. Attention all angels!  Do not despair. The rest of the universe is filled with happy beings living upon beautiful planets.  Earth s the dark horse of the universe. Someth...

The forces of evil, death or darkness could not ever win in the cosmos, because that would mean that joy never happened..  Maybe joy was the first thing God experienced when he realized he existed. Then he wanted to share it by creating you.  I know, I know, ....God has always existed.   It is you who must wake up and realize you exist.  Hope it's joyful I am led to the right book at the right time so often, that I get the feeling that there is a friend behind me handing me information.  Maybe it's an angel.  Maybe it's my if higher self.  He's an informant like wiki leaks, only it's heaven leaks.  Hey! They probably don't take leaks in heaven!  Hmmmm.....waste products there are used up chi energy God, you promised that if I left everything up to you, things would turn out joyfully. I never threw down my newspaper on the floor by the rocking chair, kicked the cat, threw off my spectacles, and said "Aw shucks! I'm gonna give give up the...

A flowing stream must be the most beautiful sound around.  It looks beautiful, too!  I can see its sound. Pinocchio got out of bed walked down stairs and got eaten by termites.  Is this the condensed story of jesus?  Just kidding. Sorry if that offended you It was a cool night. A lady in a purple pill box hat whispers " live your experience" It would be cool if I uncovered that I was a Qi Gong master in a past life, and that I had all these latent powers It's not easy being enlightened , but how could I go back to "there's uncle joe, he's movin kind of slow at the junction" Nothing ever dies, but it may vanish from one reality and appear in another.  All the extinct animals are alive on different planets.  And the first ancestral forms of the animals are alive, and could be re seeded upon our planet.  There are what you may call eternal archetypes.  Or living blue prints. They are Christ grid forms. Are planets, and realities the same ...

My bare feet on the river stones Say I get my power from mother Not from souls of rubber Not from the prince of Babylon How could you truly be a master of human existence without solitude?  I don't know It's a lot of fun for masters to sit around the big wood table in nirvana and say I was here or there at this time in earth history, and I met you here, and you said this or that what were you thinking.......trading stories and adventures .  We tease each other and have a merry time.  And your master form is there too. Only Gods goodness is real, eventually, but it's remarkable to see how suffering brings due reward of light and love. Only if you are aware will you see this, otherwise one suffers in ignorance. But I don't think you can understand life using the parameters of good and bad.  How's that for a paradox?  You always have to bypass the thinking processes and judgements of your head. Eckhardt tolle seems like a strong brother. I use the te...

There is not "another self". Perhaps that's what satan tells you, that there is another self. Sometimes the light in my mind gets so bright and I feel so at bliss, that i don't  want to go back to misery.  So, I don't, but retain the physical body and sensory impressions into my brain. People respond to your aura, or presence. Often they can't remember where we were, or what you were wearing, but they re member the meeting and what was said.  See? We're not physical, at all.  The bodies are illusory. Who would ever want to return and live the life of, say, Don Rickles? I don't know, maybe don rickles! On a rock in the stream I paused and said " wow, this reminds me of when I was an Indian"! It was a reincarnational memory.  I have also had visions where Indians were around me listening to me, and I was something similar to a shaft of light.    I'm a transparent pyramid of light, floating in the ocean. You know you are entering...

God told me "Andrew William Nelson, you just leave everything up to me". Thanks, God! It feels amazingly good to help someone through the narrow gate.  I feel their joy. I don't believe you should follow a master/guru relationship.  Not a book, or a human being . Wouldn't you be trying to transfer Self upon a hypothetical "other self"?  Not that these people are trying to deceive you, they could have very good intentions. But return to self has always got to be the result.  Everything they have, you have within you.  You just have to unlock your inner resistance. In India, people would die for their guru, just like you would die for your book, or savior. Live and love for and from  yourself, instead! Saints are escape artists from attachment to form, time and matter. They want ecstasy for themselves more than anything.  They are not sent by God for you. They just decided they could stick around to help out humanity.     A saint is a p...

Perhaps tiny little planet earth, hanging like a blue jewel in the inky blackness, is not the only planet you have ever visited.  Perhaps you are from the stars. Perhaps you are an angel. An ET?  Perhaps! There is no perhaps about it, however, you are a multidimensional being.  What that means I am experiencing, and learning about.  The self realization motto "I am that I am". Is very important experience. All of time and all of creation occurs now, and now is not a length of time, and it all is your own awareness.   Ramona Maharishi, the Hindu sage says the whole of Vedanta (Vedic wisdom) is summed up in the biblical verses "I am that I Am " and "be still and know that I am God"       I had a dream of being trapped in a cave by a vicious looking wolf.  I said "nice doggie" to him, like I do with aggressive dogs.  The wolf seemed to brighten up, it ran out side , and came back in with 3 pups! She was proudly showing them to me.  ...

Cape blanco is a great place for solitude.  I love how that lighthouse beam sweeps over the beach and your head.  I got lost on the beach last night, and was even ready to sleep down there. But then I found that elusive road up to camp. I don't think I'll get lost there any more, I know the whole beach now! Oh my aching legs. You might say that all the annunaki did, was teach man that Maya was real, and had to survive themselves within it. I have experienced bliss, and I wish to report that it is possible, and that tt is real.  It is not after you die, however, that kind of  thinking is your time bound human intellect. The birds would get to heaven before you, if it were up in the sky after you die!  A flower shows you that there is a beautiful, independent universe,  but it seems to be on the same planet as wars and violence. I'm a cosmic action figure. Is plagiarism of my writing a worldly worry.?......Yeah, guess so...........but I don't think I'...

You, at first, believe that non bondage to matter and mind is possible.  One day, you remember that you ARE not bound by matter and mind.  This is realization of your independent, sovereign self that is not the egos sense of I.   The kingdom of heaven, nirvana, and self realization are the same thing.  Love of God and love of self is also the same thing Become one with the sounds of nature.  The eternal sound of the ocean stimulates the freedom of your own consciousness.  There is only one thing in the universe, awareness, and that awareness is you. If  I became famous, would I trade the solitude and beauty of this Cape Blanco beach, for crowds of idiots?  Well, I'm only here to teach, I may have to tolerate it.  They are, of course, not all idiots, some people are searching with their hearts. The others I think are a minority. Mother silenced the minds of men with one magnificent OHM And gathered in her arms all her precious babies ho...

I said that in my new personal 10 commandments, number 3 was the things you perceive with the senses is Maya.  I always find myself trying to define Maya.  It is not easy.  It is usually defined as illusion, but I don't think that's very good definition.      If you look at all of God as being a field of light (not a good def either , I know , but I'm doing a thought experiment) .  Then human beings appear to have an egg shaped container around them. The all pervasive energy of All That Is seems to be inverted and stored within this container.  This is everyone's personal energy which is, of course, derived from AllThatIs field of light.  Animals have this egg shape around them too, but theirs is transluscent. Human beings believe they are separate from the field of light, so in their egg shell things are more dark.  There is death, and fear and worry and guiltiness coloring their personal energy.      So, human beings h...

Hey!  I'm back on the poets knoll!  There's a place overlooking the sea at cape perpetua wherei write, and it reminds me of a knoll.  A place where a poet would sit.  A pleasant retreat from human beings and their worldly ways. It's a materialization of mine of a restful place. You create your reality, so be happy when you see your successes. In this life I feel like someone who is packing his suitcases to go on a really great exotic trip.  Isn't that a wonderful feeling?  Tip the maid, cut off your mail, say goodbye to the old neighborhood, kiss the dog, kick the wife (no, wait a second!)  kiss the blarney  stone, don't make the bed, wipe your butt, take a shower, look at travel photos, eat a hot dog, clean the sink, try one last time to get into your sexy neighbors pants, juggle some balls, dance on your floor to the stereo, check your watch, cross your legs, wait patiently, tap your fingers...............will joy be on time? Dancing to my s...

What we all are terrified of, is the power of God within us.   Nelson Mandela put that in a speech.  He got it from Marianne Williamson who is a teacher of CIM My heart sheds bhakti tears again, mom nature, in rememberence and e perience of your love .  Thank you.  I put the beauty of this place in a sphere in my hand and I send it down to the center of the earth. Let this show you that I see this beauty and I love you. I've gotten in trouble a number of times for using the word ignorance, which sounds like an insult on someone's intelligence.  No, you are plenty smart.  It means you are denying all this healing energy of the divine.  In its presence, your soul is released from all trouble, and all pain, and all confusion, all fear, all anger, all jealousy, all competition, all violence, .............all ignorance,  all lack of love All you are "supposed to do" is enjoy your life as a man. Somebody told you that this is selfish, but it's not...

When you need a name to worship, you are in your head.  Your heart does not need a name.  What you really want is a love that is not of this world, that can come through what is symbolized by the name Jesus Christ, Muhammed, Buddha, etc..  But this love exists without being symbolized, too. You see, I've been through the desert with a heart with no name, felt good to be out of the rain In the desert you can't remember Gods name Cuz there ain't no one for to give you no pain. That last line deserves some kind of award for something! In a high perspective, humanity is just another species of animal.  Who sees this, and knows this? You do, because you are multidimensional.  Being called an animal is not an insult . We should be aware that we are physical earth Angels. Very beautifully wrapped up in the matter, fire, water , air of our mother planet earth.......psychically advanced.  Obviously, most humans have forgotten a lot of this.  I am rememb...

Maybe you don't believe in enlightenment?  Well , something happened!  I'm all better.  Alleighluya, I'm back in my right mind!  We all have got a right mind that you can just enter into.  In it, you just feel normal.  Self realization may sound fancy schmancy but super consciousness is the most easy and natural way to experience your self.  Your self realized self is you without the fear Should you ever seek to be loved by another person?  After passing through the human experience of friends and family, where you very much need their love, in self realization,  you do not seek to love, or to be loved in a clinging way.  Your heart is the source of light and lov that you need .  A mystic is sometimes in a state of consciousness that is far away from normal man. You can help him by being accepting of the unusual information he is relating. Or understand when he is giving you a zen koan to outwit your logical thought processes. ...

Bhakti tears are shed when the child realizes the beauty of his mother, and welcomes the reunion.  Thanks to Paul Simon for the great lyrics........the mother and child reunion is only a moment away.  (or was that "only a motion away").  They are also shed when a man feels the magnificence of Gods love in his own human breast. The masters say "were in a different reality, kiddo, but we're  right here with you" Self realized ones have shined a light to so many millions of people,  and there are many self realized masters.  All the masters say why would it matter which one of us you pick? We are all self realized! Thank you all self realized masters! We really need your help.  I sometimes see humanity as being sad and confused ants. Why should I change the world? I only want to be liberated from it.  We are taught in religion that doing good will earn us the kingdom of heaven. Man has got the worker mentality in his chromosomes. But I don't ...

I believe that only love is real.  So does that mean that the world is unreal?  I want to believe it! Sin was just an insane notion. It has no reality because it is not God......not love. Love is here always, but man has been taught not to see it, and not make it the basis of your own personal reality Seems dangerous to believe that the world doesn't really exist,  why? Because it's true. So the human race did not exist? Not really. What about all the pain? What pain? God is a transcendent reality.  In truth there is no pain, and never was. But people felt pain🚗 People who were convinced of the reality of unreality?  I don't know. There are actually unreal dimensions that have reality? That makes no sense to me. There are backwards thinking dimensions. Backwards and forwards are relative directions Is it important to know this? Not really.  You should know which direction you are headed. Ha! How would you know? Each direction...

Ascended mastery of human existence is just the beginning.  No one in this realm says that they are the only avatar, or the  only way. There are as many ways as there are people. I looked around me and noticed that this little niche above a beach on a bench is the perfect place for a writer.  You create your reality. I see and understand what is going on with humanity. The only thing I can do is to get us to use the power of  love that is in hearts.  I don't think it is too difficult to see.  People need someone to do it first. Shine your holy love.  In comparison to the annunaki, human beings are like butterflies that live for like one day.  They live for millions of years.  They do not understand how humanity can live so briefly, just like you don't understand the butterflies.  They can't get into what is NOW for us. It's very powerful if we humans continually light up the power of the light of now, but we're not doing it because w...

Jesus said "let the dead bury the dead" if your mind is enlightened, then other people appear to have their minds immersed in darkness, when yours is immersed in light.  This is not how it is, though, this is how they experience  their minds to be. I find this saying useful when I begin caring what other people think.  Why care what the dead think?  This kind of attitude, however is done with the utmost understanding and compassion for them. It is not arrogance which is an egotistical attitude. No enlightened person is here to hate their brothers but to enlighten everything and everyone they encounter. A true master barely notices what others think about him.  I got this tip from Meher baba. He is like a rock standing in the waves of time.  I was watching a rock near the shore, standing steadfast, as ocean waves would crash around it. Christ can be many types, and many superficial personalities, any religious, race or ethnic group Unenlightened mind is ...

If I am going to be in heaven someday, why isn't it now?  Was I sent here because I was a bad boy? A sunny outlook will bring forth sunny days, and sunny things Angels treated my. Consciousness sort of like picking a peach off a tree, checking it for firmness and juiciness.  I was fine......grade A. .  Then they said "next" and picked another fruit (someone else's evolving consciousness) oops! This one is still unripe!  There was no inspection for sin or evil.  My salvation or yours was never in doubt.  I am an aware being. Third dimension that you perceive is like a movie.  Like the Buddhists say, it's all filled with emptiness. The meaning is only the meaning of existence, itself.  Let's pray that it's all filled with love. Maharaj says what you see is on the movie screen of your true mind, which remains blank.  Like different kinds of clouds floating in your clear blue consciousness. But I want to turn this channel off, and I can...

I think that the world you see, even with the magnificence of Earths wild places, is really nothing much in comparison to the glories we will encounter.  I've always had a belief in the kingdom of heaven, but I'm learning it is not a place that you go to.  It is awareness of your creative powers, and mastery of them.  Sometimes people challenge me and say ok create something for me if you are God.  I'm practicing these things on my own. I'm mastering them, and why should I create something for you?  Why do you want someone else to b your God? I certainly don't want to be that?   Or are you an important guy who I'm supposed to prove myself?  Are you the pope, or something?  In ancient days, evolved entities would visit primitive man, who was still afraid of just the night time, and they would materialize things.  They giggled as man thought they were doing magic, or that they were gods. Man is still like that in many ways.  The first step...

The love of God is all that is real, whether you are in the most violent world, or in the most restful one.  What do you think? This must be the most violent one.  But it probably isn't.  I think that there are hell realms of existence, but love must be somehow the basis for hells existence. Let pain bring due reward of light and love.  Maybe God likes to hide himself from himself so that he can enjoy the orgasm of light reunion Dear God: All I want is your peace and forgiveness.  I don't want pain. I'm tired of being afraid. This world doesn't make any sense. Maybe I should make new 10 commandments 1. As you give love, so shall you receive That is number one.  It's not really a commandment, it's just statement of truth. So are the Annunaki real, just because people believe in them?   They are a real species of consciousness.  They take advantage and manipulate humans because of human beliefs about love, fear, God,  and Satan. We al...

I look into a lot of people's eyes, and I see such sadness.  Remember, God makes you happy! My past sin? I'm innocent in Gods love, and in Gods eyes. The avatar of the universe  gave me a clear pyramid with an eye in it. Who is that guy? Think now deeply,  the ego always wants to know who!   God is not a who, silly man! All names are Gods name.  I am that I am When you do evil, you cause yourself bedevilment.  I love this Bddhist  language! Did I pass through a period of timelessness between last night and now? The challenge is to see love, here.  It's easy to do in the wilderness It wasn't cool before to like Siva.  He keeps revealing more of what he is.  Siva is another word for God, silly man He is simply multidimensional. Husband to wife "darling , you look simply multidimensional tonight. " It was the demon alcohol . OM is the sound form that God can turn himself into. All you have to do is say yes. Excuse me...

Karma is always solved by "I am innocent" Is it bad to feel that humanity is beneath you?  I don't think so....maybe.  I think it is a significant spiritual step. I see sin differently.  It's like a fly flying into a hot pan, ouch! Enlightenment doesn't mean you are better than people, it means you are,.....well....enlightened. Contact with God frees your soul from all troubles. All you have to do is say yes. People would rather fit in than say "I love God". Remember, you are to love the lord your God with all your heart!  That kind of commandment I can take! Karma can happen just because you are both afraid. Give to God all your fears. I'm interested to see how this life could possibly turn out. Do not tempt me to turn you into a frog! If there were six guys levitating in front of me,I bet I could levitate, too. The world looks different when you see it through the eyes of love.  The thought s in the structure, too. I like ev...

Pleasantly altered awareness through meditation is reality. You alter your awareness from tenseness and fear, into relaxation. What I truly am is imperceivable, and you can't see it either. It was after our downfall in Atlantis, that humans developed this altered ego. The source of all light and love is within us, but we forgot.  So We developed this pattern of seeking light outside ourselves Someone plays the savior and you give him your energy.  It's tempting to do. They aren't bad people, that is just their own way of stealing energy.  And as fallen angels, everybody is seeking the light out there in the world , through other people It's interesting that ego is apparently a recent development. It is insane, really, and you can suddenly find yourself acting under it's auspices. Then, you sit down in the moment of quiet repose, and you are sane again.  You rely on it when you are afraid or lonely, and it never works! You are wanting the peace of quiet repose, ...

My sole purpose on this earth is to radiate...........emit............ peace, love and light.  As a gift to all It's all perfect........perfect peace, perfect love, perfect light .   And there is nothing to be afraid of. Get to know yourself.  Why did you do the things  you did, even if they were bad things? When I say " on this planet" , it reminds me I'm rock hopping through the asteroid belt. Now I see that there is a place where it all never happens. Don't be dismayed at people's inability to love. Until they realize they are an overflowing fountain, people will have various levels of love in their tank. They. Can't help feeling wounded , jealous, scared or rejecting.  That's just the level they are at. Would you trade God for worldly power?  You would not have to, but it might be harder to remember Light freedom..when you are dealing with people. Thank you to my father who relinquishes all my fears, frees my soul from all troubles, an...