either love yourself or hate yourself. Can't do both

I think that the world you see, even with the magnificence of Earths wild places, is really nothing much in comparison to the glories we will encounter.  I've always had a belief in the kingdom of heaven, but I'm learning it is not a place that you go to.  It is awareness of your creative powers, and mastery of them.  Sometimes people challenge me and say ok create something for me if you are God.  I'm practicing these things on my own. I'm mastering them, and why should I create something for you?  Why do you want someone else to b your God? I certainly don't want to be that?   Or are you an important guy who I'm supposed to prove myself?  Are you the pope, or something?  In ancient days, evolved entities would visit primitive man, who was still afraid of just the night time, and they would materialize things.  They giggled as man thought they were doing magic, or that they were gods. Man is still like that in many ways.  The first step perhaps is to accept that these creative abilities are natural and common for any aware being.  I've had fairies materialize for me little houses made out of sticks, mushrooms, and pinecones!  They can do it, and you don't think much of fairies because you are a big , superior man, supposedly, yet you can't do it!

Dear God,
It appears as if you have forgotten about the human race.  How can we save them?

Thinking about my first commandment.  Would you give to yourself weird beings who would tortutre you for your sins?  I wouldn't!  I would probably give myself a break, because, overall, I'm kind of  a like able guy... . . .  .. At least I like myself, even though some people think I'm "self aggrandizing" I'm sorry, but I can't help the fact that I exist.  I had no choice in the matter.  And the help I share is always going to be, at your level of understanding, "me" offering it to "you". I can't help that I exist, so I figured I have a choice whether to love myself, or hate myself even though I am sinful.  I chose the former. I also chose to love my brothers as if they were myself.  So there! Case closed!  Don't want to hear about this anymore! Self aggrandizer!

There are still wild places on earth that are above third level Babylon violence and chaos.  Right here in Oceanside Oregon!  I should devote a shrine to the ocean waves. Nothing gives me peace and freedom of thought like them!  Thanks guys!   . . . . . . .and gals, I guess. . . . . . . Who knows?  Or are all of you the same wave?  Das ist es, wahrshienlich, .  Es werden  "das" sein, weil DAS ist neuter auf    Deutsch.    Wow.......it's really hard to write in German when you got this stupid spell checker on!  That German sentence is my shrine to the ocean waves. I'm showing off my German.  I'm a selbst aggrandizer!