Eel lake

It doesn't take courage to walk a plank, you don't have any choice.  But this time, the reward was not water, and sharks, and death, but to plunge into my true godliness.  Fear is just a shadow of your self existent holiness.  Acceptance of your divine nature is the most gratuitous thing that the ego can think of.  They slayed  Jesus because he blasphemed, and  they couldn't "humble him" or  "humiliate him"

I did not make up the rules of Ascension, any more than Jesus, or Enoch did.  However, I still find myself apologizing to people way too much for this so called blasphemy.  I don't like seeing people's illusions be shattered, because I know it is traumatic, but to shatter illusion is the only way for light to enter in.

The guru says that there is nothing dangerous about higher states of awareness.  They strike you as being very natural to your being.  If the enlightened one is acting, or trying to put something by other people, it wouldn't be possible to last very long.

At tugman state park, I had visions of a favorite path through the woods, that I couldn't quite place in this life.  I thought mayo wood, where I grew up?  But, no, there wasn't a path along the river there. Then, I discovered a delightful path around eel lake!  Perhaps I hadn't found my favorite path, yet!
That lake is truly a gem!  It is uninhabited all the way around, and is forested. I stopped at a bench and put my feet up.  I watched the golden light of the sunset on the water.  Nice......

I am aware that the higher being is a higher me.  There is only one self in the universe.

Silence is sacred.

I must be the angel of guilt-mastery.  I know a lot about it!

I said good night to the shadows in the stream, and I was inducted into the realm of the gods.

People wonder what I think about sex, I suppose.  That is because they identify so strongly with their bodies.  If you didn't identify so strongly with your body, you wouldn't identify so strongly with what you do with your body, or think your salvation has something to do with your sexuality.  Obviously our minds are preoccupied with it.  I'm not inhibited sexually, I just clear my mind from body thoughts.  After a lot of preoccupation, I must say.  I have lived fleshly existence.  Sex is in your thought processes where it doesn't belong.  You are not a body, and you can do whatever you want with it.  See how religion has got collective rules for all its followers?  Who made these rules?  Why are they given authority?  People, you are not herd animals waiting instruction from the shepherds!
Since no one seems to know what to do with sex, we became vulnerable to these entities who wished to control us. We are indeed animals, but an enlightened one has awakened the God chakras , so that's no longer all that he is.

I got my favorite camp site taken away by the ranger.  These types of things should provoke you to realize that no one can truly deprive you of anything.  You created it once, you can create it again.