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live experiences.

Everything exists in the mind of God, and has consciousness.  Everything has an energy vibration, whether it be inanimate to animate.  Rocks, trees, metal bars, mosquitos....Animate and inanimate are faulty divisions of reality, however. Might be something to astrology.  I'm Capricorn and I've always loved hopping around on boulders. Say a prayer for humanity.  The only being in the universe that doesn't know he is creating his reality.  Pray that they may wake up.   Please. So wonderful to ride a bike down a lonely country road. Let this beautiful sight of nature be between you and me, lord. I don't need a camera to live experiences. Here's a boxing match......the honey dippers versus the oystercatchers.  Sounds kinda sticky! Step aside and let me how you how its  done!  I exude confidence!  

the reality of nonsense

Annunaki believe that they own humanity, and they do, but only ignorant humanity.  If you are self realized, you move vibrationally  out of the control situation.  Become one with nature, not with electronic devices! Humanity is becoming extinct, and that is somewhat fitting, because no beings can thrive and evolve separated from the nature which produced them. There is a big difference between an unaware laboratory mouse, and an aware one.  The aware one realizes he is a multidimensional being dreaming that he is a laboratory mouse. You will find, to your amazement, that highly evolved wisdom can come to you. I think you need at least three revolutions of time, to make relative time systems have a semblance of reality........a fast revolution, a slow revolution, and a medium speed revolution.  The polar opposites of anything always depend on the middle. In space, things move fast or slow in relation to stationary molecules of space. But this is physical...

nematodes

My logical intellect has deduced love's existence.  This happened because it realized its judgements had been destroyed. I realized that my minds judgements make no sense. Mind is based upon an inversion of reality that it believes is true.  Ergo, this nonsense called love makes sense, and my judgements are the nonsense.      Of course, even the intellect cannot live without the presence of love.  It knows love is there , and secretly likes it but will never admit that that is where it gets its power.  Does this sound like certain relationships you have with people? Does channeling evolved entities make no sense, then, too? No it makes sense because it happens in the now.    Hmmmmm......... They say that your thought does make sense for a human being. Gotcha.........sorta........ Is that like "Mr. Nematode, your thoughts make sense, for a nematode"?  .    ......depends upon what you think about nematodes. I like em. ...

guy flies over the trees

It's true.  Babylon doesn't exist at all.  The stones don't see it. ......It is a mutual creation of all who think that there is something "out there" .  And since everybody you meet is under this same delusion, it reinforces it's apparent reality to you. It's Maya. It's a mutually created dream. My guru has been the one and only true guru, who speaks through all true gurus. He is the inner wisdom of  (my)self.. He led me to a lot of gurus.  He lives in my heart and chromosomes, and speaks to my head through other wise people, sometimes, but through nature always. Watching firelight is an important spiritual activity that man is missing.  Feeling warmth and smelling it too.  It is a very rich depiction of the way Reality is.  The dancing flames allow your mind to pretend and play.   There comes a time when you witness something, or do something so unusual, that you could never be a mental slave ever again.  Its a breakaway int...

Thought observation

The phenomological world is composed of all your sensory impressions, all of your emotions, everything that constitutes your lifetime on earth as a human being. It is all based upon the brain, and the past, but is also geared for timelessness if humanity were to uncover these latent abilities.  Anyway, it can be imagined as a bubble formed out of the past.  Why pop it? You will just form another bubble almost exactly like it.  It is important to notice it.  I say notice instead of observation, because I don't want to make the word observation to be some kind of spiritual order from on high.  We don't want observation to be a concept, because then you won't do it!  Just look at the bubble like you were looking at your shoe, but use your "🙈Thought observation" instead of your eyes.  It is possible to be not of this bubble your whole lifetime. Nobody lives a life.  All That Is lives them all.  Wake up and turn I loose It really shouldn't be...

ramblin man

In fifth dimension, you can juggle 7 universes of concepts in each of your seven hands. 144 Riding down the coast, I came to one planet/town where people age and die, and fight a lot. I ministered to them, waved goodbye, and continued down the road.  Lord, I was born a rambling man. Trying to make a living and doing the best I can.   When it's time for leaving, I hope you'll understand. That I was born a rambling man That would be interesting to fall in love with the Oregon coast, get married,  and then have to carry it across the threshold.  Or have it walk down the isle.  I probably would need, just symbolically, a girl in a bathing suit that said "miss Oregon coast" on it.  Consummating would be challenging. Hmmm... I seem to remember in 5th grade, Karl Klassen and I made women out of sand on the beach.  And then we kind of humped them a little.  Naw...that wouldn't work Every town needs a wise man of the forest, who lives in a miniature...

flex

Orgasms deplete energy. There is no way around that, unless you do that Ankhing thing that Melchizedek teaches. I'm a long way from being able to do that, I'm afraid! But maybe not. I'll try. You draw the energy of orgasm through your solar plexus chakra and bring it in through your crown chakra so energy is conserved.  It's Egyptian.  That's why the ankh has that loop on top. Melchizedeks are in the bible, and In the Urantia book. They are emergency sons of God. They teach the deepest wisdom of reality that is currently in the local universe. Many of our saints were melchizedeks. I got to meet one! I was on earth at that time! I've met Melchizedek many times innerly......telepathically.  Would be cool to press the flesh sometime. Look at each other's faces. This is a time on earth, as when Jesus was born, when everyone will be exited to tell you where they were, and what they were doing.  It is not the arrival of a certain personality, but the illumina...

Were you Born?

Are you so sure  that you were born?  No.................you were not born, brother and sister. Because you are life.  "I was not born" says life.  I do not think that life says 😘 " I will not die" because that has not occurred to him yet. It is best for you, to acknowledge that you are a mighty spirit, a great soul, an achyra, instead of worrying about your imperfections .  You did not do badly at all! I'm so proud of you!  Love, mom Is my writing the only thing linking me to the world? No.  My mere presence here is a contribution to the world. None of my links to the world are binding links.  They are rays of light streaming from my heart to theirs. You will need a mommy and daddy in the new and improved reality that you are being born into.  You will not know what anything is, or what it is for.  Your love you extend to others may appear as a light object.  Your guilt as another, perhaps, but you will know how to dissipate...

highway of light

Define samadhi, phew! That's a tough one to put into words.  Well start with the dictionary: It is yourself, for one. Say no more! Say no more!  Wink, wink, nudge nudge... It is God intoxication, yet God intoxication is perfect clarity and sanity. It is the sanity that  is not the sanity which is a state of mind. You see that all experience has dream quality, and you can levitate, or materialize a red rubber ball in your hand It is a highway of light that travels through all types of reality, and all levels therein, fear ridden realities, and not. This highway of light is also a physical band of photons, that physical beings can travel on. It is ecstasy and freedom of thought Meditation is like acquiring a new skill like bike touring.  Everything that happens, even the failures, and bad times and rain, gives you more experience, until you are an expert at it. I was afraid to ride two towns down the road at first. Now look at me, I'm capitain Pacific! Th...

Black elk

In Black Elk Speaks, the braves were drawn to a miracle man.  I imagined he was me, on my cape meares campsite.  Where there is the Octopus Tree.  I have always sensed that the octopus tree was a native meeting site of some kind. I think the tree was made that way by humans.  I'm not sure, botanically how it would be done. Children come with me It's time to go to the octopus tree That's where God has promised me To grant me some of his bravery Oh braves, come with me This is the night we all shall see What life is like eternally It's joyous peace and it is free And it is for all Nobody gotta die, nobody gotta fall Go back to when we did crawl In your own selves we are the all Come at last Because the hours are moving fast They're doing handsprings in the aisles And summoning sage chief Carlisle People come at last Time reversal moving fast The ship of truth is at the mast Enlightened iconoclast. The reason why you never asked God to enligh...

return to sanity and love

I don't give a lot for scientists to chew on.  Man has got a plenty active head and creative intellect. But mans problem is that he is about to go extinct , mainly because he can't sit in harmony with the nature which created him.  And that's not a problem you solve with quantum mechanics, or astrophysics.  He has lost touch with the heart and love of Nature,  and built a styrofoam, synthetic environment.  I believe drastic times call for drastic measures. That's why I live this way.  But it turned out overwhelmingly rewarding. Keeps getting more so. It wasn't so drastic at all , but a return to sanity and love of Mother Earth. How did the mathematician solve his constipation problem?  He just took a number 2 pencil and worked it out! Did he show all his work?    Enough! Ponder these ideas together 1. You are an energetic being that animates and energizes the body, but the body is not you 2. Humans don't see or experience timeless rea...

Natty dreadlock history

I must have had some kind of Zen-like lifetime, I'm thinkin Angels tell me that at any time, you can mix up and scramble all of the meaningful images and events  in your lifetime, on this earth.  History is one long and bogus thing that man was taught to treat as being real and important.  It is stuffy, useless knowledge, as untrue as untrue can be.  There is no future and no past in your human reality, or in any subsequent realities.  There is only one reality, but evolved beings experience it without the superficial structure of time.  Look into a flower in the woods, there is the truth of multiple universes within it. Ok, but dreaded history keeps being beamed into my head.   But I see. Heaven, or reality is not after you die and go to heaven I wish the truth of oneness would be so persistent in confronting me as duality is.  But I see...it is not a number of times....it is once. Human consciousness is hard wired for survival.  You...

amusings

I am assuming, more and more, that humanity is all ignorant, and my assumption is rarely challenged. .i have met many beautiful people, but never an enlightened soul.  Oh. . . . .i read their words all the time! I would like to get some green seaweed streamers for my tambourine. Find the central molecule of awareized being.......NOW Time is important for mans development, but is not 5th dimensional. With some people, I feel I am looking at a corpse, so little of the inner light is making it to the surface. The whole Annunaki vs the humans thing is for the unenlightened.  You can be on the same planet, but in a different universe if you are an awareized entity. I am an awareized consciousness. I love to ponder and to contemplate.  Meditate, too, once I glean from  all of that practice what is joyful and blissful.   It should be the experience of liberation and immortality. They taught humanity to march in formation with marching bands, etc....and ...

universe of concepts

The universe of concepts is just one room at the inn for human consciousness. The resting place of the kingdom of heaven is completely familiar in its extra ordinariness, and unquestionable.  Truth of self is unquestionable when you experience it. People are going to look back in 20 years and say "he was Enlightened, he was God". That's right, and I am experiencing this oftener and oftener right now in this lifetime. But he hid in the bushes!   Well,.......Jeeze , what I'm doing is not easy!  You don't know what it's like to live with your head in light, when everyone else has their head in ignorance! I still need social intercourse and love from fellows of my kind.  Pretending that you are ignorant doesn't work, and is innerly revolting.  Best to just speak the truth no matter how outrageous it sounds. God is not a concept and truth is not a concept.  These words do not symbolize truth but are concepts to begin with. There is no cross of sacrifi...

concepts

I am a light being, that's why I love the sun.  Lots of voices in my head, I listen to just one.....the voice of love.  Concepts obscure the connection between a light being and the source of all being. Human beings often try to find truth through concepts , since the concepts of science are your God, or your holy book is your God.  Nope, they are all just concepts I'm a light being , so I behave like a moth attracted to a flame. The path of light penetrates through concepts.  The path of light is between my heart , and the point of love within the heart of God I listen to voices other than love when I wish to help these entities come into the light.  Tolerate them, mostly, while I zero in on what's blocking their light. Then I remove it for him and for me.  That's the way things work in oneness. If smoking marijuana makes you a great musician and a spiritual genius, , then everyone who smoked would be like Bob Marley.  So, obviously, there's cou...

money for nothin

Human beings seem to have sex on their minds all of the time, and a lot of human self judgement has to do with how you behave sexually, with homosexuality, bisexuality, masturbation, multiple partners, kinky sex being basically unacceptable, although our sexuality is changing.  Who is the authority that told you that you cannot do with your body anything that you or a willing partner want to do? It wasn't God, or any of the annunaki control  teachings of the Bible or other religious books.  Sex is really is much to do about nothing. Because man was taught so much an exaggerated importance of sex upon his salvation, is sex exaggerated in importance today. It became an occupier of human intellect, where it doesn't belong. Not to say it isn't valuable to study the basics of LIFE through the creation processes of human sexuality.  Sex can be just for pleasure, too. Your "Salvation" does not depend on anything, actually.  Existence was given to you "when" y...

the beam of lovelight

Do I want anything here? Musician  I've always wanted to be, I guess. . . .but the good kind who lays good music and manages to not be a rock star. There is, for a master, nothing dangerous about life, God, love, or yourself.  Which is all the same thing Bliss is a portal in your consciousness I believe that all and any kind of fear is the same thing.  There is no order of difficulty for miracles. It takes a lot of courage for anybody to come live this type of life on this time page. I love to inspire anyone. True inspiration does not encourage people to do wicked things, but to find the beam of lovelight shining within themselves The best thing I learned from Hinduism, is that God is immanent love, and transcendent reality. Immanent to me means shining within, and also omnipresent.  Transcendent reality? Well....in reality, there is nothing wrong. That's just for starters.  There are wonderful realities that you never knew existed, and they are for yo...

Never fell from grace

My greatest dubious feat in this lifetime, is to manage to more or less, fit in and look acceptable.  Geez, that's hard to do! Why do I continue?  I should wear a robe with nature designs on it, or something. It is the little boy in me, going to church, or school, wearing my neat shirt wanting to look good for all the girls.  That kind of thing dies hard.  Should I be like the crazy Hindu sitting on a boulder with matted hair, and eating snakes?  That's hard to do, too.  Sitting in bliss like Buddha is also hard to do, but that seems to be the top of the human pyramid of self realization. Everything for him is just occurring within his consciousness. I gently tell myself that it doesn't matter what the populace thinks in a life such as mine. . . ?in terms of enlightenment.  They've never come to any righteous conclusion on anything, anyway. How could they? They are in a world of judgement and division. . . .the dualistic mind. . . . .and "we" are not...

what does it mean?

In your desire for altered experience in this boring life on this time page, pay attention to glimpses and impressions. .Walking down the beach, I glanced to my left, and I saw a big mirror between two large boulders.  It was reflecting the sky.   As the sun was setting, I perceived myself as a transluscent iceberg floating in the sea, with rays of light emanating.  The whole universe was flowing by like the clouds in tranquility. You don't like my songs?  You take that back!  Mama says my songs are pretty! It's really quite an awesome thing to meet the Cosmic Mother of all life forms.  Her eye was not off of you for a second'! She says "you are a different life form, now, Andy. I want to congratulate you on your faith, and most of all , all the love you always showed to everyone".   Thanks mom.   You say that she didn't look at all the times I was angry or lusty or a mean motherfucker?  You are right, she didn't see that.  Ponder ...

Behold, the ant

Why do you think highly evolved beings are weird, and not in service to love and light? You are a highly evolved being, yourself! It is just been very unsettling to me that there are highly evolved beings who do not have good intentions toward mankind.  I pray for moms assistance on this fear of mine.   There is really just one species of et that is not benevolent towards man, and they are the ones who we are most closely related to.  A prophet is not without honor except in his own family. The dimensions are arranged like a stained glass window in the shape of the tree of life, . . .a part of the flower of life. And they are spread throughout your spine and nervous system There are many God-realized men in India and hardly any in the western countries.  Why?  In India children are taught self realization just like you are taught Jesus, as your religion that you are , at that age, not in a position to really argue with, or question. To their great benefit, t...

Hi mom

Can you imagine the crap Jesus would have to go through if he did come back? No wonder that he doesnt!  He couldn't sit upon a grassy knoll above the Oceanside writing poetry. Is that what I do?. . . . . .Guess so!. . . . .never thought I would sink so low. . . . . .im just watching the ocean flow.      I guess that proves it.     I rhyme. All the time . Even when I get stuck in the slime. Poets are not like the little town folk down there in their storybook villages, with their white church steeples.  We are not of the world.  Our job is to bring freedom of spirit to the work-a-day people.  We should call them credit card people these days, or computer head people.  I suppose there is a way in God if man becomes computerized.  But I would rather see us become more like the Indian tribes.  The big problem is that the information being programmed into everybody's brain is "man knowledge". It's actually quite ignorant of Cosm...

reflections of immortality

Babaji and Count Saint Germain , Buddha, Jesus, Francis rhave achieved immortality.  What is immortality?  Wake up call to all humanity, it's not a heaven that you go to after you die! You are not out of the pot of the world just by dying. You are not off the ride just yet! It is very different than what you may imagine. Immortality is the eternal now and it is for those who have achieved the joy of being.  God created you so that you would have the joy of existence, nothing more and nothing less.  Life is not a time period between birth and death.  Birth and death is symbolized by the yin yang symbol. I consider it the primary molecule of awareized existence. It creates all matter that you perceive around you as well as your body, mind and spirit. NOW. Most people consider themselves as coming from the past, and going into the future. . . .relentless training of the brain by society to treat life in such a way.  The brain seems to be the enemy to the j...

On the fritz

In a vivid dream , an angel sped me away in a convertible, over the ditch, over the hills into the sky at a bazillion miles an hour. Until we got to a place that seemed to be a battle ground. I inferred the words "holy war". I'm guessing it was the inquisition where I was active on one side or the other Some people I meet I feel are old friends but in a new way. Like our long friendship has just begun It's not unmanly, or weird to be a multidimensional being.  It is the natural way for man.  When other multidimensional beings observe man, they cannot figure out what is wrong.  Human brains don't seem to be working! And the caetaceans see humans as being asleep.  It all was shut down after the fall of Atlantis. When the reptilian I read about considered man, he remarked that these are a simple minded lot, indeed! Presumably because their own  consciousness extends into I AM thought.  Oneness cannot possibly be ignored for a true sentient being I like...

clarity

I would not trade oneness with the elements for anything. You look for peace and comfort within your computers, homes and food and religion. I look for it in the adventuresome wilderness. All words shall pass away, but the wild consciousness of AllThatIs cannot ever.  It is like you.  We are fated to exist.  We had no choice! but we can choose joy! In the highest realms of light awareness, is the slightest fear experienced as sheer terror? I suppose so, but you already know how to handle sheer terror. now the object is to stay in joy and CLARITY of sight of light and love.  To see love and light and freedom is to see reality clearly. Man as a rule does not perceive reality of love, he perceives the fears of his mind. Your creature brain is hard wired for survival .  When fear arises in your mind, why not be aware of that, and tell your creature brain. . . . . .oh, relax be at peace, any possible outcome will not kill you or me. Hike in the woods so often...

sincerely your angel

I thought Archangel Michael would be "cross" with me for not teaching Jesus.  Of course he is not. I never thought much about Francis all that much, because once I broke away from Christianity, I didn't want to hear about Jesus anymore.  Francis is not a Christian man in his ascended form as Kuthumi. He is like me, non sectarian, and All loving. An effulgent being. When you walk barefoot down the ocean beach,you honor our mother planet Earth. She certainly does love you. AllThatIs, is so vast, that the word vast is meaningless. Even the Archangels are children, in a way. How will each thought in the moment, blossom throughout all eternity? As you finally remain in the light always, the suffering world will pass from your sight, and you will disappear from it. Unless you choose to inspire humanity wherein you will have to turn your attention towards third dimensional human existence. Perhaps live a final gift life  to all as another man or woman. Bliss is always ...

I am uncreated

The truth is Oneness.  The ineffable existence phenomenon is inexplicable.  This means that all philosophy about I AM THAT I AM , is an attempt to put truth into terms of time and space and words. Push away the mud and leaves of the belligerent, obscuring ego, and there is just I AM THAT I AM. I can do anything. I can't help it, I did not create love, nor existence, nor light. It's just the way AllThatIs. . . .  IS!   I AM uncreated. I am learning what it is, and what it means to be a multidimensional being. Humanness is not my fundamental reality.  I understand that I can speak for all human beings.  They are all just very, very unaware. An awareized entity is not required to play the role of prophet or savior for people. He realizes that it is a role he could play, if he thought this would help people wake up.  It is a great act of kindness and affection to mankind when an awareized entity chooses to stay here and help. For a long time, I have...

privation of energy

Ever think that this planet we live on is crazy in many ways?  Of course, but I mean that there are other places and planets where the beings who inhabit it are not caught up in power games, selfishness and war?  Attention all angels !  This planet is the problem child in the galaxy!  It is not the norm.  This is a planet that is in the grip of fear.   We were sent here to enlighten it.  What could these entities be, but a nauseating, but sometimes hilarious demonstratin of egotism?  Egotism at all cost, to the destruction of the very environment that they live and breathe in. They know what love is, but they can't feel it.  They hate it. I mean, what kind of God created being gets his kicks out of being an authority?  It's perverse, it's sado masochism, and these are the entities who control tiny little planet earth .  Home of the evolving primate animal Homo sapiens. According to Seth, however, sexual sado masochism is just ec...

join the angels

I saw a bunch of Angels, and they rejoiced when I made my announcement.  I have decided to be one of you! I have been rigorously trained by the Holy Spirit  to see Christ within myself as a man, and to stop looking outwardly for anything.  Yep, you are as much Christ as Jesus ever was. I know it is Christian  to say you are unworthy of Jesus.  But in truth, you aren't. Even if you are still learning how to be a god.  A pine cone is a Buddha pine cone, and a man is a Buddha man. God doesn't like false modesty. You are a great creation of the Holy Spirit. Don't tell God his creations aren't great.  I know that Christians treat guiltiness to be a holy thing.  But It is perverted understanding of truth. I've always liked seeing big trees in a neighborhood of houses, thinking I would like to live there.  How about redwoods? That would be ultra cool to have in your neighborhood. In my detachment from the world, I never committed suicide, beca...

Hockey puck in the pool

When Nature speaks to me, it always feels good.  It makes me feel like I am just a part of nature. I can't say the same for books, philosophy, religion, or mathematics. I am woefully under educated about astronomy.  Note to self. . . . . I will devote my next publication to whomever wrote the sayings attributed to Jesus. What difference does it make whether he was real or not?  I'll also throw in whomever wrote the sayings of Shakespeare.  Sources say it was count st Germain .  One of humanity's most recent ascended masters. No, you are wrong, it doesn't matter, and there is no power in a name. Matter doesn't even matter, neither do words.  But there are beautiful words which I love. Wilderness always exists, even if the form we perceive perishes.  Wilderness is a state of mind.  An inner layer of all subsequent created consciousness. It's near the center of your own consciousness. If you don't understand yet, how everything is Self, the...

if you have the faith of a redwood seed

  The redwood trees strike me as beings which are very, very aware.  Are wisdom and awareness the same thing?  It takes wisdom to consult high awareness to gain your experience of oneness, and subsequently, the answer to your questions During sleep, there is awareness that shines. Obviously, you can be aware of this.  The one awareness  that created everything is not very far away at all. It's not a zillion years in the past. Redwoods show us that living in an immortal manner,  can be done very naturally.  Man will someday live in a manner like the redwood trees.  I know I'm unusual in that I'm  a very positive and hopeful man . But it  was a tiny seed of faith  which produced such giants.  One of my favorite sayings of Jesus You are worried about about your sins and fears, yet the truth is that you are far more than you know. There is power, and accomplishments , and strength in your body's chromosomes. Whatever is your ...

redwood time

Every state of being is deniable, this holds true for illness or madness or death.   I must confess that I'm not sure that statement is true . At least not workable true for anyone.  Yet, some saints cure people and raise the dead using just this principle.  The Buddha self  idea underlies it. I always wanted to know more about God, love, joy, music, nature. . . . . .not science really at all.  I've met some very intelligent people who I've thought . . .  . They would try to calculate and measure their way out of a paper bag! I spent last night in the pouring rain in the red wood forest. I was given a light shower.  Now this is wilderness! I thank my heart for leading me here. . Going back there  tonight.  Only five dollars for an incredible experience you wouldn't get for spending 300 dollars for the Hilton! Now I know what the natives mean when they say some sites are sacred. It radiates beauty, peace, joy If only love could always be...

AllThatIs

AllThatIs is not a thing, which is in all things. It created your mammalian brain, and energizes it, even when that brain deteriorates, and decreases in illumination, and dies. It has a similarity to silence, but contains all sounds. It is the only source of energy, and is all energy.  God is energy. God is light, God is consciousness, Gods existence has also been called love. God, love,consciousness, energy, light, AllThatIs. . . . . .are different terms for the same thing.  I AM the man Andrew Nelson, even in that mans limited understanding of myself. Being in a body always entails a sense of limitation, but Andy also understands that we are otherwise unlimited . Persecutors, such as the ones who gave Jesus trouble, are myself, too, but they don't understand that God limits himself necessarily when he chooses to act through th body and mind of man. Forgive them father, fo ey know not what they do.      The persecutors of Jesus did not understand that God is ...

get back

The only thing Siva destroys, is your fictitional needy self. You are afraid of power of God, because you are afraid you will try to "get back" at people who made you feel like shit. I'll show them! But now you know that other people just treat you the way you think of yourself. . . .so, we're getting wise, here! It's never tempted me to glorify myself.  I only want joy and ecstasy, how could you be so dense as to not see through stupid egotism in yourself?  Well, a lot of people are apparently that dense on this planet I am visiting! Ego compares itself to other egos with the intention of superiority. If the Buddha was simply a bigger ego, he would be crazier than you are! But look at him, he sits in bliss God is love, so the annunaki must be beings God did not create? Everything is part of nature, even the annunaki If they created us, they did not create your individual consciousness any more than a tree creates a pine cones consciousness. What they crea...

this damn cocoon

Which is more important to you, how you look to others, or immortality? I paused, lost in thought, in the middle of a beach stream of water., pen and paper in hand...coolest moment of my life so far.  (and I was cool.  Haven't outgrown my boyhood desire to be "cool" I guess!) We are fallen angels who fear they have lost our power.  Here are the four ways people try to steal power from others By playing the Indifferent Perpetrator Savior Victim I thought I was past this, since it seems to be the meaningless "dynamics" of ego .  I have studied a lot of course in miracles.  But maybe this never stops even when you are a god.  When you realize the source of all power is within you, of course, you stop trying to steal it from others. I don't even look outside myself anymore.  My consciousness is involuted,  as Meher Baba says. Here's an ancient prayer: May Gaia, our Mother Earth Watch over my every step May the angel Michael secure my...

human voice

Pay attention to your highest and most brilliant thought.  Up there where there is absolutely no power over love-light. I like to take a rocket up to it., like lee! (lee archambeau is or was a commander on the space shuttle, is a good friend of mine! Brag, brag). I'm proud of him, not jealous.  My space mission is more difficult, tho, I'm penetrating through the human psyche. Moses walked to the beach, parting the water as he goes Jesus walked there on the water, dipping in his toes Andy surfed there on the Holy Spirit Wearing old fashioned ladies clothes You are enlightened when you laugh! Art should always be a gift and blessing to the fellows of your kind (humanity). We're all in this together.     . God. . . . or the mighty I AM WHAT I AM . . .  or you, yourself. . . . Is that man you see as a man with cerebral palsy, or even that rapist or murderer.  Krishna is that person who is reading these words, or listens to my songs.  What should I...

look at me, I beautiful

The universe is weirder than you think it is. Man has been living in a quarantine bubble. But the universes strangeness also makes more sense to me. Dreams are strange, and that is more like the creating of divine consciousness,.. The dreaming of a baby. I like using the question "why not?"  a lot. Unless there's a good reason why not, then why not? I investigate all the things scientists have thrown out of their narrow little minds. If there is love, peace , humor, free thought involved, I'm inclined to accept its reality. I know, I know, lots of stuff can be very disturbing to your sheltered experience. But look at me, my mind is expanded, and I'm still kinda sane. I've always suspected that reality isn't as boring as humans experience it, and I thirst for altered awareness. I'm wading into it cautiously, and I have never taken hallucinogens . Perhaps I will someday just to see where I'm going There are some beautiful entities just beyond o...

divine light which is your being

Ascension is when you understand that all that is around you is a reflection of your thought, and you do not need  the material reflection anymore. The evil entities are the ones who convinced you that they have placed into your reality something that is not yourself, and that they can control you with this.  It is all deceit, nothing else.  Why they wanted to do this, I can only speculate. They became perversely intoxicated upon the control they had over humanity using fear tactics. However, you as an evolved being can treat physical reality as your wings , and you, the ibis, can just take off .  And you do drop your wings as you soar higher in this case.  There is nothing outside yourself or inside yourself that is not God. . .  not yourself. . . .No source of power except for the divine light which is your being You were created immortal, yet there is no reason why any of your soul extensions (which you are) should not enjoy a life of abundance. You ne...

Riding along

Riding along this morning the ego was acting up. I'm in coos bay.  Meaning, I, or it was angry because of a lack of recognition for my genius from friends and peers. I never quite identify with this sort of thing any more, because I know in a matter of moments you can feel all right again.  I do not teach denial of the ego, or to kill it. My sense of self has become more whole, parts of myself can feel angry or frustrated, and I don't teach abstention at all.  I'm wanting to give the ego more so I can be happier at that level.  I know, however, that there are no conditions to happiness, so it often seems like I'm damned if I do try for "success" and damned if I don't,  mother is urging me to do the things that give me joy and peace, and just accept the natural material reward that comes. I know, mother, but I've been doing that for years!  Is the ego ever happy with what it has? I don't think so. On its own, ego cannot be happy, because it is a pro...

listen to the master

Sunlight, which is the physical version of  THE LIGHT, is very holy in ways I can't express, except, perhaps; "at its heart, it loves even me" Listen to the master! Shine your holy light upon all that you see, and everyone who you think about. And don't try to convert them. Convert them to what? Giving love freely without a name or symbol involved? Ok, you can convert them to that, I guess. I met lord Krishna on the beach. He grabbed me and slapped me on the head. And said Andy do you think God has something to do with This?  Then he pounded me on my heart and said "no, it has everything to do with this"  my physical body aches from his instruction, but not my light body.  "But, but, but, but. . . . " stammers every religious man on earth, with their finger pointing into their wretched book .  He meant it!   No  if, ands ands or buts! Death is tip toe past the graveyard for an awareized entity I meant my old self drinking and carousing, I ...

drop Andy, even if he doesn't exist

Maybe on other planetary systems in the universe, beings are aware of each other, even though they arose from a differing planetary substrate nature, for instance they are silica based instead of carbon based life forms. Or, they are in different psychic dimensions. For instance, fourth instead of third, like humans. Yet they are aware of each other and they communicate in a beneficent way. Whenever they try to communicate with people of earth, however, the humans freak out and run to the shack to get their shotgun. We are an ignorant race, you stupid people! Realize that and you've taken a big step in awareness. All you think about is protecting your material things, and surviving your body through the day. Be very very aware in this lifetime! Things are happening fast! If you live in the moment while you are "alive", you realize that you just remain in the moment after "death". You see that you just walked through a spooky graveyard, as it were,  if you are ...